Well, I only had two days off. When you work 12 hour nights two days is like nothing. I have to go back to work today and I am a little sad about it. Well, a LOT sad. I don't know why. I feel in a funk today. Luckily not a eat my sorrows funk, more like a could care less if I ever eat again funk. Weird. Apparently that sentence said a lot. No matter what my emotions it seems to be tied to appetite. LOL. I don't hate my job. But lately I don't love it either. I wish I had less stress in my life, but I don't so I will just have to deal with it. I just need to get some happiness going inside of me today. Maybe a little sunshine is what I need. I work for the next three nights then I am off. My son is home from school and every day I go to work you would think I was punishing him. I need to spend some quality fun time with my kids. I think we would all be happier.
I am sure that not losing weight this week is bringing me way down. I know the scale frequently dictates my mood. I guess I just decided that I always start out slow. It seems like I have to only give half an effort for a week, when I get smacked in the face with what half hearted efforts accomplish I get it in gear. I feel very motivated today at least to do 100% this next week. So there is some happy thoughts! YAY!
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I sometimes feel like I don't care if I ever eat again which is strange because I tend to be a stress eater. I think it's because I know I'll be mad at myself if I eat, so I go the opposite way.
I'm sure you're going to do awesome this week! :)
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